Where do I go from here?

It's very easy for me to complain about what others do or do not. In the end, however, I have to stand before God alone and give an account for the things done in my body whether they be good or evil. So Nothing else matters but what I do for Christ. Paul said in Philipians Forgeting those things which are behind, reaching forth to those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.